you think i have everything?

So you think I have everything?
You have no idea.
Where do you get everything out of nothing?
I have food to eat and clothes to wear
But still I have nothing.
I have a house and a home
I have friends and family
But still I have nothing.
You don't understand?
You still say that I have everything?
That I have more than you do?
Well you're wrong!
You have much more than me
For you have happiness and self respect
I don't have that
And without it you have nothing.

i have all this pain

I have all this pain
Locked inside
From the world
I will hide
I can not cry
I can not show
The feelings that I feel
Because I can't let you know
That I am real.

please don't go back

Sometimes you worry me
And I think you're going back
Back to that life of horror and destruction
That no one should have
I've been trying to fight the feeling
But it's hard when you see the signs
Please don't go back
I don't want to see you die.