i will be there for you

It's not as bad as it seems
Trust me
I've been there and done that
I found my way back

I know that if I can do it
So can you
I'll be there
To help you through

I know it seems unfair
But in the end
You will see
That it's only for the best

So right now
Whenever you feel afraid
Just send and e-mail my way
And I will be there for you
Every step of the way.

to all my friends

We've been friends for so long
And we have many happy memories.
Even though I'm going away
I'll think of you all each day.
The fun we've had together
Will stay in my heart forever.
I promise I won't forget you
And I hope you don't forget me.
In time I'm sure we'll go our own ways
But we will meet again someday.
I hope we'll never grow apart
Because we are friends right from the heart.
You have all been great friends
And I'll love you till no end.
Well it's time for me to go now
Goodbye my friends.
Until we meet again.

i have to find my own way back

I'm more lost than you think I am
I'm more lost than before
Everywhere I turn I don't know where I am
Or how to get back
I don't even know who I am anymore
I don't have a mind of my own
Not even my life is my own
So like I said
I'm more lost than you think I am
I'm more lost than before
Everywhere I turn I don't know where I am
Or how to get back
I'm heading down a road
Where in a few months you won't recognize me
I'm sorry it has to be this way
But where I am
There are no maps
I have to find my own way back

To My Dad

Through all the good times and the bad
You’ve always been my dad.

Right from the very start
You’ve loved me with all your heart.

You taught me how to ride a bike
And how to enjoy life.

You’ve always fixed my booboo’s
And when I was sick you stayed up with me through the night.

I remember all the fishing trips
Oh what fun we’d had.

We’ve had our moments when fought
But everything always turned out alright

Through all the fights, bikes, and late nights
Thank you for being my dad
I love you dad.

i give up

I don't know what I'm doing anymore
My life just seems like one big blur
I don't know what is right and wrong
I just don't know what to do.

One day I'll find the answers
One day I'll find my way
But what if on that day
I'm too lost to find my way back.

I've tried many times before
But I always went back to that life
Of destruction and horror
I don't know what I'm doing anymore
I'm sorry
But I give up.